Cuz I tell y’all my business, but y’all. So I attempted to kinda sorta chat with someone, and babes, it went bad, horrid, in fact. It was long distance, but I’m cool with that since I fly, its no biggie to me. And things were moving along real cute, but then we had a bout of miscommunication, and they said I didn’t respond in a way they expected, and they aren’t used to that. So to make peace, I apologized. Sidenote, I will never mind apologizing to someone If I hurt their feelings, because we cant debate on how we made someone feel. I can only explain my intentions. I didn’t really appreciate how the energy changed, and they did nothing to try to quell it.

About a week goes by, and the energy is still the same. I’ve already apologized, so why aren’t we moving forward? One thing I’m not going to do is, press someone for information about how they are feeling. You are grown. If there’s a problem, then speak up. Also I don’t want anyone to feel obligated to chat because we started as friends. Its always risky turning a friendship into something more, but that’s the risk you take. At this point, they haven’t returned my text message or my phone call so I’m going to leave it where it landed. Cuz if they wanted to, they would’ve.

Jonez.