For the past few weeks, I keep asking myself what do I want my Life to look like. What do I want it to consist of? And in all of the questions I ask myself, I also wonder If my Life looks exactly as I want it to look. I know that my life is a bit different from others because I don’t have a traditional job. I don’t have a 9-5, there’s more flexibility in my World, that others don’t have the pleasure of having, and I’m beyond grateful. I generally wake up happy everyday, without fail. So there’s no but .. its just is that what life is supposed to look like for me? Is there something else, something more or less that I should be doing? I’ve accepted there’s no ‘what am I supposed’ to be doing, its just doing. I do try to live a life that’s aligned with the things Id like to do, no matter what that looks like to others.

I would like to add, I want my life to require needing ballgowns, just occasionally.

Jonez.