I have to forgive myself for all the times my actions failed to show how deeply I valued myself. March & April were weird months for me, and I refuse to allow May to continue on in the same manner. So I am, taking the time to cry to create healthier routines. Crazy enough, a few folks have permanently exited my life, I’m still processing how I feel about that. However I did tell myself I wasn’t going to solely focus on those who are gone, they don’t deserve any of my energy.
For weeks, I thought of writing but I just couldn’t bring myself to do so. I was just, ‘being’ but now, here I am.
Bare with me as I attempt to get my life together.