The guy I was dating, recently had twins. Weirdly enough I didn’t feel any type of way. I was like Wow, you had more kids. Idk If its because we’re no longer dating but I’m no longer attracted to him either. Its weird af too, but I was looking at the recent photos he posted and its was like eh. There was no spark, no nothing, no magic, I was even questioning why I was so infatuated with dude. It took a while to get over that situation so clap for me, cuz I am done with that!
Has that ever happened to you? You’re no longer attracted to someone you once was?
I’m tired of being me, but I don’t want to be anyone else, Ever.
I get tired of folks seeking and using my light, my energy for themselves. Depleting, taking all my gifts, and failing to replenish. Some humans just know how to drain the Life out of you. Sidenote; I don’t think I’ve been kind to myself lately. I KNOW I need a beach, I know I need to feel the sand between my fingers, on my body and I have yet to give my soul what its’ seeking.
How often do you retreat to give yourself what you need? Do you listen to your body/soul when it says Stop? Go? Rest?
So for this month, I told myself I would be doing something different with my writing, instead of only writing when something happens, I promised myself I would write every single day for this month. I’ve been told that it takes 21 days to create or break a habit, so consider this my experiment. I wanted to keep it light, so I didn’t place any specifics on what I could write about, the only requirement; I have to write, and publish whatever I wrote.
Seems simple enough as a challenge, right? Well let the writing begin.
FYI I am a tad bit late in writing this as work spilled over, I arrived home at 2:32am, and began writing this as soon as my laptop was ready.