suicide

Love & Death

I loved a man once. He was the easiest to love, to like, to talk to, to be around, he was everything. I didn’t realize how ‘everything’ he was until recently. Even though he is gone, and has been for some time, he’s not. He was my best friend before I knew what I needed […]

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AliSidney

Is it possible to ever really get over someone? What if that person is your soulmate? I dont think there is a day that goes by that I do not think of Ali Sidney. He is still my dream man, my prince charming, my first love. I’m present in this moment as I am in […]

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Anniversaries

January 2nd is the anniversary of my first love committing suicide. Its like you are excited for the beginning of the year, a chance to do a massive reset on your life and the folks in it, but then bam! 48 hrs later you are brought back to a place mentally, where you almost didn’t […]

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