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First Loves.

Writers Edit: Article first published on Chillology.co My forever love and first heartbreak is all wrapped in the same person, Lee Sidney*. If you could imagine a person so perfect, it would be him. I was so very much in love with that man, he was the best friend you could ever want. A man […]

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Life Happens

Today wasn’t a hard day per se, but it was a tough day. A day were I wanted to quit everything, and say fuck everyone. Today was a day where I chose to look in the ‘mirror’ and tell myself to get it the fuck together. I’ve been slacking for the past three days. Nevermind […]

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Dear Diary …

No matter how much you prepare, you can never emotionally successfully prepare for the lost of a parent. Recently I’ve found myself thinking about if Garlick, my mother, would be proud of me. When asking others who knew her, the answer is always yes, but what if she wasn’t. Obviously we’d never truly know how […]

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Story Time, Spain.

Every time I travel I learn more about myself; what I need from life, what I want my life to look like, how I’d like to mold my future, what areas I’d like to improve upon, etc. This line of questioning happens throughout my time away from home. Traveling forces me, in the best of […]

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When?

When did we get into the habit of glossing over the ‘struggle’? I find that folks are so eager to show that they are winning, that it creates unrealistic expectations so when you do lose, personally, you lose your fucking mind. We know, with all forms of social media, you have to keep up airs, […]

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Take Flight

A little over seven weeks ago, I became a flight attendant. Most days I can’t believe it, and the other days when I can believe it, I really don’t. I really wake up wondering if I’m actually stuck in an episode of Twilight Zone! (Remember that show?) I tucked becoming a flight attendant in the […]

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Why Wait?

Why wait for 2018? Do it Now. Recently I listened to a video snippet, and the author told me, why wait until 2018 to make the changes you’d like to make? And shorty, is right! Why am I going to wait until 2018 to start fresh, when everyday I wake up translates to a new […]

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